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Name: sarah
Location: Weatherford, Oklahoma, United States
Birthday: 12/9/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: playing in the rain- taking long, luxurious bubble baths -EATING- playin b-ball, soccer, softball- hangin wit my homies- drinkin coffee while listening to Nora- playing with play dough- goin to church- knitting scarves for kittens- playing with ZOE- "i want that" NApoleon -u know!- abusing my friends- up your ziggy with a wah wah brush (skye)- deworming orphans in Samalia- tree hugging- skinny dipping (except i do it with clothes on)- Nerts- Nerds- the knights who say "nee"- SERENDIPITY- you KNow we beat......- dashboard- sugarcult- taking back sunday- emery- vanessa- avril- classical (yes instrumental) im hard core like that- maroon 5- little mermaid- starting line-something corporate- the used- anything disney-frolumpiness- twinkies- twinkle lights- twinkle toes- blue- BASS- free men- free bird- free fallin- kilts and bagpipes-three sleepless nights- kelly clarkson-SnOwBoArDiNg- soakin it up with my soulmate (ok no)- watching the stars- GOD
Expertise: BURPING- telling the longest stories- even though they arent long- sports- singing- WHAT WHAT- bow hunting- im a good listener.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
4/4/2005
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| hey, hey, hey. my leg's really hairy!! no more machine para mi! first day of physical therapy friday! soccer all-state next week! i can't play! that stinkies! why am i shouting every phrase!?
you know it's crazy. i made up my mind that i didn't want something; i avoided it for a long time; i was fine without it; i absolutely didn't even think i would ever want it.......................
then, i said what the hay, why not? i gave in. i found that what i didn't want was something that i may have needed in a way. i was fine without it, but i'm happier with it? atleast, that's how i feel now. all i'm saying is don't be afraid to let yourself be happy. | | |
| yay, for drugs! other than the two or three times i almost passed out, i'm doin' a-ok. really, it's not so bad....... i eat, sit, sleep, put my leg in a machine, sleep some more. that's pretty much my day. it's really hard takin' a shower though. | | |
| WOAH........ we graduate this week. crazy. I can't believe it's all almost over. At the end of everything you realize how unimportant so many things in high school are. In the whole scheme of things, a lot of what we do doesn't matter. That's a hard truth to accept, but we must. Nevertheless, I've been so blessed these past years, and I wouldn't change a thing......... well, i would have made a few different decisions. My advice to those who will still be in high school: don't get caught up in the crap, because it's so so stupid. Please don't have a serious boyfriend for two years. this is high school, you have plenty of time for that. besides, although you may think your deeply in love, deeply connected, most of you are not. i promise, girls, most guys in high school are driven by their hormones not their heart, so watch out. i'm not sayin don't have fun and not have boyfriends, just don't expect too much and don't get attached. Center your life around your faith and guard your soul, because in the end, it's all that matters.
I've worn myself out trying to be nice, trying not to feel stupid. I'm tired of feeling like i have to watch my step. I'm tired of pretending that everything's ok. I'm tired of pretending we're friends. I'm tired of him looking at me like I'm a freak. I'm tired of trying to be accepted. I'm tired of his ego. I'm tired because he doesn't care. I give up. I don't want to talk to him. we never have to see each other again after high school, oh wait, we have four years of college together. maturity, will we ever get some? | | |
| Finally, Finally, Finally. I made my decision yesterday; I'm goin' to the OC! I'm playin soccer and basketball (well, not my first year). Orientation's in a week, and we get our laptops already, so i'm pretty excited 'bout that.
THREE WEEKS until GRADUATION!! I'm "stoked."
ok, before i have my surgery i really want to go golfing and go to the ZOO. anyone wanna go with me? i don't know if i can find the time though. tear, tear. you know, i love the zoo. it makes me happy.
You know what also makes me happy? hugs. mainly from manly boys. i haven't gotten a true one in a long time.
I also love cuddling with those manly boys. I'm in a cuddly mood. Where are you manly boy? I don't want you for anything else but to cuddle, hug, and maybe a little smoochy.
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| ok, so here's the dilly-o yo. i still haven't decided on a college. Harding or OC? i went to Harding last weekend and i was about ready to commit........except i wouldn't probably get any sports scholarship mulah my first year (cause my knee), but i'd still be a part of the soccer team, and the team trainer would work with me every day. i love it there. it feels comfortable and natural and different. it's everything i think i want--- and i thought God was pulling me there too. tonight, i got a call from the oklahoma christian basketball coach and he wants me, even though he's already given out all their scholarships. he's gonna try to give me JV scholarships for basketball and soccer even though i'll be a varsity walk-on. i'm goin' to visit him next week. so now i'm possibly getting a good amount of scholarships from OC that i can't ignore. i should be happy, right? well when i found out, for some reason i just cried and cried. i love both schools, but honestly i was leaning big time towards harding. now, i just don't know. ugh, i wish God would just yell down and say " SARAH MAC, go to harding" or "go to OC." i guess it doesn't work that way. I've been praying about it so much, and I would love it if ya'll could pray for me as well. thanks................. GOLLY JEEPERS! exactly one month until graduation!!
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